So this is how it feels to feel for the last time, so maybe not so maybe not like the first time, So much like that one time you know that one time i made you scream my name Believe me the pain subsides when it rains outside i swear they're crying from the words that you said Is this the way it should be, is this the way it should be, shes screaming at the top of her lungs love it or leave i kept the secret to myself between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place love it or leave i kept the secret to myself between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place Just know Im the best thing well Despite what your friends think Despite what your friends think just know im the best thing kissing me was a contradiction. feeling confined is so much worse even if it doesnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world to me kissing you was a contradiction. feeling confined hurt so much worse even if it didnt mean a thing to you it meant the world to me you mean the world to love it or leave i kept the secret to myself between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place love it or leave i kept the secret to myself between the sheets it stayed it never came out my mouth i know its not what i was told in the first place i know its not what i was told in the first place