If I was brave I'd shut my mouth Put an end to our fights I'd jump into a neon light Taste the concrete and break my bones I could be born again As one of your lucky strikes If I wouldn't fuck up my mind from time to time... Constantly, I would drive myself insane I was always the December girl I never noticed them at all I slept through the summer And was drunk through the fall I am beautiful in the dark Everyone can be beautiful in the spotlight From far below All the praise falls to the floor I stand empty handed waiting for a little more I pop 24 pills a day, 8 with every meal Just to make it to the next place