It never felt so real Never so visceral But now it's all too clear And all too typical You're left with nothing And it's all your fault Relations cease And emotions halt Did you think the things you said Wouldn't get back to me? That I'd fall and disperse Beneath you misery I won't waste my time You can suffer alone Crying your shrill litany In endless drones Rain down Tears of regret You haven't seen the worst of it yet Your name A foul epithet Never forgive... never forget I offered you something You can never regain But now all I can offer you is total disdain And this is how you pay me back for all those times I listened to you and forgave all your crimes If lies about me Are the best you can do I guess I must've Overestimated you Paint cruelty on me But its all the same No one believes someone In your mindframe The light of day Was never kind to you But the darkness is worse When the day is through Time to reflect On all your misdeeds And sob your sorry self To sleep