I was wrong from the start Selfishness stubborn pride Cought in sin, reckless ways Self-deceived, cold inside Sending messages of need But I couldn't seem to leave Silent stories wrapped in me Oh I needed to be free No excuse, no reply No defence, ne reasons why No alibi How I needed Your gace How I needed Your forgiveness What I'd done I could not erase How I needed Your deliverance I could not return to You Not until I faced the truth To be honest, to be real To give up this heart of steel