When i run into the heat i'm longin' for the cold When i walk on crowded streets i'd rather be alone Yes, i know i shouldn't think about the things i had What can i do, what can i say - this morning things look bad Could have been a hero Could have been a star Now i start from zero And i won't get far I let the sun go down I don't really feel alive And let the sun go down While i walk in darkest night The more i step into the dark The more i close my eyes Every step could be my last - should i laugh or cry We all need a place to stay, but i wonder where Cuz if pain's a part of life joy must be a part of death