i can't get these thoughts out of my head i'm gonna shut down i need someone to listen i need a friend by me nothing seeems right when i live my life inside of yesterday have to find the strength to reach for something more to breathe -- to see to feel like living accept -- myself to smile and mean it all the things that i regret come back to me at night demons from my past pull my eyelids open wide i'm screaming for the morning screaming for a change i want the chance to face myself and face a better day