A# D# C# F# A# D# C# F# [Verse 1] A# D# C# F# What I feel lately is 50 shades of hate me A# And I can't seem to break free D# C# I don't like what I'm feelin' maybe F# N.C. A# My self-medicating D# C# At the point of breaking F# A# I'm not sure if you're relating D# C# F# I just need to feel like I'm the one worth saving [Chorus] A# D# F# C# You lift me up in times when I wanna die A# D# F# C# Intoxicated by your magic spellz you weave all the time A# D# F# C# You bring me down every time I feel alive A# D# F# C# I'm trying, I'm living I'm dying this minute [Verse 2] N.C (bass only, but if you just play the root notes of the verse it sounds good too) You bring me up and take me down Life smacks the face I hold my ground Another day to sing this song aloud I wonder can they hear me screaming A# D# C# F# Switch it now, change the day and take whatever comes my way I gotta say A# D# C# F# That this magical spell is heaven or hell when it plays it can lighten or darken up your day Push it away! [Chorus] A# D# F# C# You lift me up in times when I wanna die A# D# F# C# Intoxicated by your magic spellz you weave all the time A# D# F# C# You bring me down every time I feel alive A# D# F# C# I'm trying, I'm living I'm dying this minute [Bridge] A# I try to live but they want me to cease to be I'm shedding skin cutting teeth and becoming me... [Verse 3] A# D# C# F# Finger pointed shaming an everybody blaming A# What if I leave escaping D# C# F# (strum once) This I know it'll be here waiting A# Anticipating D# C# F# My downfall on the daily A# But you give all that you gave me D# C# F# And it saved me and it saved me and it saved me [Chorus] A# D# F# C# You lift me up in times when I wanna die A# D# F# C# Intoxicated by your magic spellz you weave all the time A# D# F# C# You bring me down every time I feel alive A# D# F# C# I'm trying, I'm living I'm dying this minute A# D# F# C# You lift me up in times when I wanna die A# D# F# C# Intoxicated by your magic spellz you weave all the time A# D# F# C# You bring me down every time I feel alive A# D# F# C# I'm trying, I'm living I'm dying this minute