Deception, only feature A pestilential attribute as your fame A lesson you neglect to Ascertain You just disrupt, disgust, distrust, dig up, make fuss Enough's enough and I never want to see you again Before I knew it I was playing a part in this pathetic dog and pony act you called a better living To think that everything could worsen with our sins I should have known that everyone around me was cursed with a sense of loss Just a lesser cause building me up just to be dropped I'll always end up questioning you Why so condescending with your undertones? If I go then you'll surely fail to stay afloat The price rose, now your life is just a debt you owe All I know is that I might take it But I can't take it Now I can't take this dependency on everything that doesn't defend me at all I dissolve just to feel the debilitation Creep in and crawl across the walls of my conscience I never want to sit amongst the ones talking dog shit If everything is nothing, how come I can't just drop this? If happiness is coming, how come I haven't caught it all to myself? I'm becoming a monster and far from capable of branching out for help To the ones who have sworn to me absolution Send me a sign that I'll get better You can tell me a lie, I won't remember When I'm ready to die I'll leave a letter If I hand you a knife, sign your initials It's a series of losses that halts our progression If the searing would pause I could stop our resentment With an eerie applause, I am drawn to your presence If I show you my flaws Show me your devils With the steel cold, we'll find warmth in something grimmer Still born I'll show you my devils Send me a sign that I'll get better You can tell me a lie, I won't remember When I'm ready to die I'll leave a letter If I hand you a knife