dareka ga chikaku ni iru dake de naze ka ikigurushiku natte shimau hitori kiri de wa ikirarenai tte wakatte iru no ni yuutsu na nda hanashi kakete wa konakute mo dokoka ki o tsukawareteru youna yasashisa toka nukumori toka ai ni tsukarete kuru sonna jibun no iradachi nani o motometeru no ka? nani o kyohi shite iru no darou? boku wa dete iku shikanai tobira o shimenaide batan to shimenaide issenchi dake akete oite kasukana hikari ga sukima kara moreru hodo kaerimichi o nokoshite ite hoshii “kimi o konna ni kizutsuketeru no ni naze boku o kyozetsu shinai ndarou dakara boku wa jiko keno ni ochiru” itsu no hi ka boku wa kizuku zutto soba ni ita yuiitsu no rikaisha boku wa daremo aisenai to zutto omoikonde ita nda jibun no koto koroshite made hito o motometenai kokoro no kaaten hiraite (hiraite) me o hosome ikiru yori kurayami de iki o hisomeru boku wa kodoku ga suki da tobira o shimenaide kagi made kakenaide kono heya dake wa jibun ni nareru kakko warukute mo mitomezaru o enai yo doa nobu hikeba yurushite kureru darou “sore nara koko kara dete ikeba ii jibun ga sukoshi dake wakatte kuru darou hazukashi kurai boku wa muchi da” hontou wa kizuite ita nda tatta hitori dake boku no rikaisha doko e iku tsumori da? mada kaeranai no ka? (kono basho e) dare ga namida o nugutte kureru? dare ga boku no rikaisha da? tobira o shimenaide batan to shimenaide issenchi dake akete oite omoide toka janakute mirai wa koko ni aru doko ni mo nakatta hoshii mono tobira o shimenaide batan to shimenaide issenchi dake akete oite kasukana hikari ga sukima kara moreru hodo kaerimichi o oshiete kure itsu no hi ni ka kizuku darou senaka muketa no ga yuiitsu no rikaisha