My conciousness, don't care now about the rest No job, no cash, nobody cares about myself Pain never left I'm alone in my room, Where flowers never bloom Cause everyday nothing new on my way My own father's victim of A Widespread cancer I look outside, I'm going for a ride Aggression I can't hide Only one spark is worth the walk Seven years old girl in the park Her eyes filled with loving Innocent dream I'm behind her, too much torture She's lighthearted Contrasting red, the only color I've seen in this world Someone will pay for each day in my war Heat affects me, wind blows Her scent towards me And the first strike is far enough To blind my sight All this warm blood, I must admit it's odd Her life's about to turn Rape her won't give me much pleasure I only let go the pressure A gaze, no one around To hear her head on the ground I'm walking up, I sweat too much I lost control, bottomless hole And by window, a seven years old girl Alone in this world She's so beautiful