I begin this moment again. Found a routine from early on. Worthless perception keeping the lawn dry. A pimple draining out partialities. Looking for a word to help me out. Melancholy roads with happy dreams. I scream as if i might expand. Speechless rage now explained. A faithful disorder. Getting lost within me. I'll filter my despair of being just me. I won't implore the heavens The relief i needed. There's something i gotta say. We've decided to go with the flow. My lies have darkened our lives. I've forgotten the old meaning.