Please show me the way out I can't find the door Everything you've gave to me Was nothing in the end It feels just like a placebo It makes you feel better than before But doesn't have an effect over the lasting direct I need it in me Feed the monster living in me Dirty ropes of childhood bleak Dying rules we're spoon fed to me But don't affect me I'm lying on the floor again Breathing but dying in vain I'm laughing at the walls again I need this pain Take the fucking vail off my eyes So i can see this isn't working I don't feel a thing in the sober light Maybe that's because i'm not ready (to die)