I'll dissapear If nothing becomes clear For nothing more than this i fear The voices in my head I'll interfere If this will become clear Never enjoy my peer It was all spoon fed I'm not supposed to be you I'm not supposed to exist I'll integrate For this was a big mistake I'll break away for blames sake This is all i've known I live this way So nothing will go my way But i can't escape the pain This is all i've known I'm not supposed to be you I'm not supposed to exist Why does it seem like everytime i try Nothing seems to go my way