I'm patrified of going back to the hell what I lived once. She's my torment in hell and pleasure in life. She stole my salvation, she stole my way of life. I can't feed my hunger for life! So cruelly she cut the hand. I wanted so much to reach out and grab it. So cruelly she teaches me like a child how to start a fire to burn myself, and it would burn me like a torch. Let the silence swallow the words and the oceans drown the world. I crossed the line of everything lost, wich was drawn behind me. I'm afraid that the regret won't never fade away. Like a stone on my shoulders, I have a reason to stay. I have reason to stay with these frozen memories. I'm crowning to a stone. Did i deserve all these things I got? Only memories makes a sense keeping me alive. Life in my world is just a dark cube. In this little circle of mine, I'm choking to weight of my stone.