Everything is different now Feel it in the air somehow Suddenly it's hard to breathe Trembling and my knees get weak When I see you in the street Can't count all of the tears I've cried Or how many songs I write Thought it would feel better now Time just doesn't make it right As long as you're not by my side I'm still haunted by the memories They're buried deep in side of me It burns It hurts It just don't feel right This close to midnight When the party's over And I'm left all alone It's been so long since Since I heard your voice And I'm trying so hard Not to pick up the phone But it's hard to move on Want you back but I told you to leave Guess my life's like that I don't want what I need Can a heart break twice? Swear I'm on round three You send me flowers Then don't text me back Do you want me or hate me It's hard to keep track When you play me like that It just don't feel right This close to midnight When the party's over And I'm left all alone It's been so long since Since I heard your voice And I'm trying so hard Not to pick up the phone But it's hard to move on