I used to be fine Now I can't help feeling like I'm 6 feet behind everyone else And my life now lacks meaning It's just the feeling I get When it's colder at night And everyone else got someone on their side And I'm just alone in my bed at night Staring at the ceiling Wondering if I'll ever get rid of this feeling I tried to love you But I couldn't take it I tried somebody else It was too basic I need the connection that I got from you Felt like screaming on a mountain Falling from a roof Something about it Reminds me of you You have it all figured out You know what to do You have your coffee in the morning You watch the news You're so cultivated While I stick to juice And it's not like its important The details are obscure I could write in another song Try to be demure While my brain is so chaotic It barely fits my thoughts There's a million things that I should do I probably forgot I tried to love you But I couldn't take it I tried somebody else It was too basic I need the connection that I got from you Felt like screaming on a mountain Falling from a roof