Life's going good now Everything works out as it should now Money coming in, make 'em say wow So why can't I feel like I should? When I should be good And I should be good now Lying a lot, faking it all 'Cause they think I'm good now Faking a smile like I always have But it should be real now But it won't So why can't I feel like I should? When I should be good And I should be good now Lying a lot, faking it all 'Cause they think I'm good now Faking a smile like I always have But it should be real now But it won't Everything's so complicated From getting up to getting faded Sometimes I thank God for getting out of bed And I'm still stuck with voices in my head Running out of life but I feel fine I could tell a lie just to get out They keep on telling me a I live a dream life So why can't I feel like I should? When I should be good And I should be good now Lying a lot, faking it all 'Cause they think I'm good now Faking a smile like I always have But it should be real now But it won't So why can't I feel like I should? When I should be good And I should be good now Lying a lot, faking it all 'Cause they think I'm good now Faking a smile like I always have But it should be real now But it won't So why can't I feel like I should? When I should be good And I should be good now Lying a lot, faking it all 'Cause they think I'm good now Faking a smile like I always have But it should be real now But it won't