I wanna run away I wanna leave my mind I wanna drink up all these bottles, do it all today I wanna make me dead Want them to feel my mind They know that any day now I'll be dead inside I wanna make them scared Want them to fucking care I know that I will loose my mind now any day I swear You tell me you sorry It ain't done shit to me Tell me why you ain't afraid of loose someone like me Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important When I tell you all these things Don't you see them I'm calling for help? I don't really wonder why you don't care But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important When I tell you all these things Don't you see them I'm calling for help? I don't really wonder why you don't care But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead Trust in me I see all the looks you give me Know you acting nice but I feel the hate within me I can't tell if I'm just being insecure or if it's real But it makes me suicidal I don't really want to feel Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important When I tell you all these things Don't you see them I'm calling for help? I don't really wonder why you don't care But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead Want them to listen when I talk like I'm someone important When I tell you all these things Don't you see them I'm calling for help? I don't really wonder why you don't care But I know you wish you would when I end up fucking dead