I thought it was over I thought I was dying Told myself I could get past the depression There was no water Yet I was still drowning Head full of cotton No, nothing was working (Chorus) A part of me that never goes away I feel it's presence every single day Someday I'll find a way to break free from anxiety I've had this on my back for years This dread I'm feeling, dread I fear I'll figure out a way to break free from anxiety So dizzy, unfocused I had trouble breathing Afraid all alone and to be around others The pain seemed so real But it's hard to fathom It's not in my body, it's all fucking mental (Chorus) No time for the mind to wander Won't cave into the weight I'm under Small steps but I'm moving forward (Chorus)