Trying my best, am I doing enough? Weight on my chest, are you feeling the love? Hands on my neck telling me not to trust War in my head, I might lose it for fun Falling, God, I'm falling I can see the light, it's dimmer, guess I'm all in The devil's blowing up my phone like: Fuck, he’s calling Sold my fuckin' soul for serotonin Die in my room when you see me for less Drown in my worry when you send a text Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck Baby, did you fuck me up? Or was I just feeling sick? Might throw up if I take another sip But, God, I needa fight my thoughts, so I’ll take another sip I can’t fucking take it anymore, I hate this Like if I died now, then who would notice? 'Cause I can’t take it anymore and I can’t focus I'm losing my shit, did you notice? Baby, tell me it’s okay and I can do this Die in my room when you see me for less Drown in my worry when you send a text Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck Die in my room when you see me for less Drown in my worry when you send a text Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck Falling, God, I'm falling I can see the light, it's dimmer, guess I'm all in The devil's blowing up my phone like: Fuck, he’s calling Sold my fuckin' soul for serotonin Die in my room when you see me for less Drown in my worry when you send a text Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck