Dear me, the will to die still continues I think it will never end I hope it ends, because this is driving me crazy With the desire to compose My mother and father only know how to speak in demons More than hell, no I'm not even there I learned from life that you can not go back Yesterday is in the past, now what matters is the future I think if they stopped and looked at least 5 seconds at me I would have what to say I want, what I feel Or maybe even why I'm so different My life sucks If they spent one day with me, they would be scared Okay, I'm glad I have a pencil and some leaves to vent I think if I did not have them I'd already be in the shit or dead I go around listening to XXXTENTACION Lil Pump helps me to produce Why we set fire to this damn thing Take it in the ass, these motherfucker spoils the environment Full of children running back and forth A mother calls her son because of the smoke, she's a believer I think if I were the mother of another boy, would I let him go? My life sucks If they spent one day with me, they would be scared So if all the mothers were the same Because then we would all respond to them the same My life sucks If they spent one day with me, they would be scared