I welcome shades of grey openly Anachronistic life unending Unnecessary strain compounding The failing cognition resounding I hate what I become when all I have is this And the weight collapses me as the numbness hits I fail again to break the fall I'm here all alone wondering how it all will end Fighting in vain as into the darkness I descend Waiting for light that I know I'll never see Desperate for silence once again Asphyxiating will incarnate The hope of amnesty discarded I hate what I have done to build the emptiness Into walls I can't unmake and the prison fits I fail again to break the fall (2x) I'm here all alone wondering how it all will end Fighting in vain as into the darkness I descend Waiting for light that I know I'll never see Desperate for silence once again Desperate for silence (I am) (2x) Desperate for silence once again