just try to understand this isn't what i planned this ride's out of my hands so now i'm forced to be something i can not be if only i could make you see [chorus] tonight i'm alive i've watched you all grow up and so have i inside this isn't really what i had in mind i no longer relate to this world of hate that's forced upon my plate i tend to disagree, i hope its not just me, alone if only i could make you see [chorus (x3)]