Canvas of my life Once painted bright and clear Canvas of my life Now stained with doubt Every image smeared Pictures fading, I'm in misery Quite the place I've built a prison from my mortal case Silence failed to aid I've built a prison from my mortal case I'm falling to the depths of my mind Knowing I'll descend and suffocate Will the soul remain? Eliminate the enemy in my brain I am the enemy, enemy I am the enemy in my brain Calling out my name, I forgot the person that I am I crawled into a hole and tried to pretend it's okay I've been talking between me and my head Guilty am I, guilty of it Promised I will burn Inside I promised, I promised to die But I don't wanna die I only wish to stop this pain of mine