I seek the truth, in this desert sky fractured with exit wounds Propitiating a constellation of moments, I’ve consumed Ascensional ecstasy I lift up above the rolling, mythic sands Washing time away Seconds with God Seconds with she Eyes, hot white and haemorrhaging tears Of bleeding light. What can she see? I feel the heat slowly closing in I can see the spit hanging from my chin A sycophant sipping from the spring Obsequious, another fiend Just show me a way A way through the heat Can she show me a way through the heat? Feel the pulse beneath the drone We exist for that motion alone Slow Hypnagogic I roam a sunset dream Eyeless in this haze, whispers of raqia reign Five children spoke a truth, it glitters in rays of peach We all dissolve eventually I feel the heat swallowing me I can see the spit gushing from my chin A sycophant sipping from the spring Obsequious, another fiend Please just show me a way A way through the heat Why do you resist that which may be all? Why do you resist that which may be everything? Fate and circumstance returns you to this moment Where your thoughts fold in on themselves And you pray for them to be whole again But their wholeness is their illness When will you understand? I'm frightened of understanding I'm frightened of who I'm to be Fear is the eater of dreams Breathe Slow Let the heat wash over you Flow Let it flow Feel your mind sweat Is this that which you have sought?