I call it home Drown the noise for once, that's all I need Just a moment of integrity If you knew who I've been before You could see what the shell that I had build was for? 'Cause I don't know anymore It's a funny feeling Should I let it flow? Everybody knows They're coming to get me, I hear it in the walls I build a house of doubt and now I call it home It rips and tears a hole Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home I'm locked inside these thoughts In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home Drowning in self doubts Can you trust when you look at my face or are we the same? Blacked out! Does it hurt when you speak of me? Blacked out inside these walls Does it hurt when you're speaking of me? It rips and tears a hole Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home I'm locked inside these thoughts In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home It rips and tears a hole Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home I'm locked inside these thoughts In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home Drown the noise for once, that's all I need Just a moment of integrity If you knew who I've been before You could see what the shell that I had build was for? It rips and tears a hole! Save yourself! I always thought this was me There must be something more than we can see