Stare into the eclipse The burn is my bliss Tear my eyes out Give me a reason to quit Save your breath We've reached The end of the high Grown familiar with The blank faces of suicide I chase the numbness It gets harder to find it Can't dull the blade that cuts Where darkness is hiding The numbness I bathed myself in at night A fading memory Of perfect design Stare into the abyss The void is my bliss Tear my eyes out Give me a reason to quit Will it shift to light again? In total eclipse Will the gloom devour me? In total eclipse The drugs don't work The way they used to Nothing left to numb the pain Nothing can slow the spin Nothing to mute the adrenaline I have to try again Mute the adrenaline I have to try again Cage the wasps in my mouth Stop the pounding in my chest Forever I will chase the rush That makes me forget So save your breath Already carved out space in my head Let it grow inside I touch the hand of suicide Can't find forgiveness The mind never rests Will it shift to light again? In total eclipse Will the gloom devour me? In total eclipse Will it shift to light again? Nothing left to numb the pain Will the gloom devour me? Nothing to mute the adrenaline