Every time I close my eyes I see your face like a haunting ghost It torments me and cuts like a dagger I hate this feeling, but it happens all the time I don't know how I'm supposed to act now I would never give up on you, not me But you disappear, you act so indifferent You don't care about my feelings at all You simply started drifting further away Your answer is always the same thing You say the reason is you, you change the record That's not a good enough reason for what you did All those calls every night All those messages when I woke up My days have all become so empty All I can hear is your voice inside my head Your beautiful, beautiful voice When I close my eyes, I feel you kissing my lips It's strange to say, but I'm half dead, the other half asleep Missing your smile causes me such suffering And that is only one part of the pain I stay awake all night just thinking about you I catch myself checking my phone for a sign Why did we interrupt something so beautiful? I have no trace of where you went Where are you now? You drifted away You're so far that I can no longer see I desperately want to hear the way you used to whisper When we were making love I still need your late-night call I still wait for your message when I wake up I never thought I would hate myself this much, because of you I feel like a fool for letting myself fall I am broken I don't know what to do anymore I don't know what to say I checked the phone, but there’s no message from you! The ghostly trace I check the phone No message from you