Ive got alot thats on my mind today But everyman got a story to tell My brother watched his life go down the drain His addiction took control of him Everytime i see my brother look at me I turn my head cause to me hes dead Everything in this world aint really what it seems But i know i gotta go on again So much pressure so much pain Everything to lose and nothing to gain But im going on again Its everything that he ever dreamed Says things he doesnt mean But im going strong again Please my mother dont cry today I know its hard cause hes your first born son Dont blame yourself for the decisions made I think its time that we just let him go So much pressure so much pain Everything to lose and nothing to gain But im going on again Its everything that he ever dreamed Says things he doesnt mean But im going strong again All the times you lie Tell me you change But you never did You just walked away It always stays the same Every time you cried And you felt afraid Look at what you did Now just walk away You'll never change So much pressure so much pain Everything to lose and nothing to gain But im going on again Its everything that he ever dreamed Says things he doesnt mean But im going strong again