Life and death Happiness or sadness Comfort, despair Relief, anguish, pleasure I'm sick! Scream, cry, self-harm Bleed, observe Blood flowing This is how my mind reacts All the time it's hard for me To stay well In the face of all this crap I want to live But it's too hard I'd rather die Cause I can rest It takes me away Who can help me But it's also selfish of me To leave and let them suffer This crap is killing me I can't free myself Blood-stained walls They bear witness to my plight In this world of agony I wage my endless fight Surviving this suffering Scream, cry, believe in your life I'm sick my mind is fucked Who can help me? Will you help me? Please