The landscape is different now I’ll dig my hearts grave till it’s hollowed out The match made a flame to burn it out Will it fuel me Or will it break me down A time bomb It’s all wrong Praying my heart won’t stop For so long My head’s spawned These creatures from the dark These thoughts are imminent and everyone can see I'm slipping out It doesn’t matter if I fight this If the solution is a sickness The catalyst Will it lift me up Or hang me out to dry I'm convinced If my world caves in You’ll see there’s nothing left of me Repress this darkness I'm scared that I might lose The parts of me that want out Trapped in a plastic tomb Restock then try again to medicate the symptoms plaguing me The meds are playing out My life in copacetic Wide panic Fear takes me But I try to forget All the things that bury me Remind me that it’s all in my head When I lose myself again Give yourself to me Says the darkest part That I have held so deep Surrender everything It just won’t let go The catalyst Will it lift me up Or hang me out to dry I'm convinced If my world caves in You’ll see there’s nothing left I can’t fight this anymore I'm convinced You won’t see me Death is now my catalyst Catalyst You won’t see me Death is now my catalyst