Hello sorrow you weren’t the greatest friend I hoped I’d never have to see you again The blade would taste so sweet against my skin But the shame would cut deeper Than I could imagine I refuse to drag you down any longer I will choose to get back Up when I'm stronger It’s hard to love you When I don’t love myself How could you want me When I'm always in pieces These streets are haunted my breath is cold I wasn’t what you wanted Still you thought I’d make you whole Can’t you see my state of mind Isn’t your decision I'm sick of always wasting time Begging your forgiveness I know I didn’t ask you your opinion Didn’t think I needed your permission Starved out by the lack of trust that’s given Things would be so different if you’d listen It’s hard to love you When I don’t love myself How could you want me When I'm always in pieces I know you wanted me to let you in How come you never let me in But how could I when you’d never understand You never let me understand I promise you’ll be better off without me It’s hard to love you When I don’t love myself How could you want me When I'm always in pieces It’s hard to love you When I don’t love myself I hate myself How could you want me When I'm always in pieces