I'm not afraid like you're not gay And you're not old like I'm on the spectrum Every day you look up in my body There's heavy and heavier I was nine when I left my body The Silver Chair and Rillian No regrets, just things that will haunt me Maybe I'll bury them You are through with me on your shoulders I feel that I feel the most You are through with me on your shoulders I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did You're smooth like she loved my father Amen Sometimes I eat till I vomit There's heavy and there's heavier I'm nine and I love my mommy Silver hair and Ritalin If I'm safe, then love is a spectrum Sweet like lemon I can't move with you on my shoulders I feel that I feel the most You are through with me on your shoulders But I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did I'd like to fly I'd like to fly I'd like to fly You can't move with me on your shoulders I feel that I feel the most You are through with me on your shoulders I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did