I used to think by now I'd feel more in control There's things I thought I'd grow into, I still don't know And I can feel so lonely in a crowded room And I'll stay here starts to sound a lot like I love you And good things have to end, I guess The credits roll, I'm sad again Do I know who I am if when it stops I'm lost? Ah-ah Think I'm back in the emptiness Wearing somebody else's skin So I try to be whatever you desire Now they're turning on all the lights Who am I without a disguise? I look at me and don't even recognize her Oh-oh, oh-oh (Can't describe her) Oh-oh, oh-oh (I don't recognize her) (Recognize her) (Recognize her) And every year I age, I feel like sand slips through (ah-ah) my fingers And you'll notice all the nails are chewed I love all of my friends, I hope they love me back But I've not been myself, I think they notice that And the darkness never lasts I guess But can't help feeling sad again Is anybody listening when I scream out? Think I'm back in the emptiness Wearing somebody else's skin So I try to be whatever you desire Now they're turning on all the lights Who am I without a disguise? I look at me and don't even recognize her Oh-oh, oh-oh (Oh, I can't describe her, can't describe her) Oh-oh, oh-oh (I don't recognize her) Feel my skin to prove That its real and I'm still myself But in the mirror, in the bathroom I don't recognize her What's left to lose if I don't even know myself? But in the mirror, in the bathroom I don't recognize her I don't recognize her I don't recognize her