Gotta find a reason now Gotta find what lies behind my future Gotta find why I can't stand here any longer Sorry for the times I've screamed And for those feelings I just can't remember Sorry for the nights I've cried And the sad words I've written just to myself Oh my God! I can see myself in front of me now And I can feel the pain I left I can feel all the guilt inside of me I am so sorry! I've got the reasons now! My hands are tied behind my own back I am stuck! I can't go back! I just can't go back! And I just can't stand myself I've got the reasons now! My hands are tied behind my own back I am stuck! I can't go back! I just can't go back! And I just can't stand myself Oh my God! I can see myself in front of me now And I can feel the pain I left I can feel all the guilt inside of me I am so sorry! I've got the reasons now! My hands are tied behind my own back I am stuck! I can't go back! I just can't go back! And I just can't stand myself I've got the reasons now! My hands are tied behind my own back I am stuck! I can't go back! I just can't go back! And I just can't stand myself