'Cause I want you dead Why aren't you dead? And I dream of it You don't exist You say you wanna fuck me Because I'm ugly and I'm feeling better Just when you're not around You say you wanna touch me Because I'm ugly and I'm feeling happy Just when you're not around Just when you're not around 'Cause I want you dead Why aren't you dead? And I dream of it You don't exist Boy you know that I'm sorry The nights a blur, but I'm Nothing without you Only made one mistake I know you wanna love me That's all that he said Till I found myself in His bed 'Cause I want you dead Why aren't you dead? And I dream of it You don't exist 'Cause I want you dead