Scary/Calm

I’m stealing your car and trashing the back seat
Cutting your hair, sell it for money
Telling a joke, it’s at the expense of you
(It’s at the expense of you) (It’s at the)

You’d sit there and analyze
Every detail, every lie
Said you gotta see both sides
You’re the victim, I’m the crime

So I’m here at the murder scene
Taking in everything
Waiting on apologies from nothing but a body
I should have said this and done this
But now I’m to blame

It’s subtle, the way you measured every detail
Until I was small enough to hide in plain sight
Everything inside me’s all been ours
I’m angry but I’m staying scary calm

Is it all a cosmic joke?
Hold your ego like my own
Let it kill me, let it grow
I’ll get cancers in my bones

So now I’m here at your murder scene
Praying at your feet
Staring at my little screen
Hoping you get lonely
You take and take and I give and I give 'til I break

It’s subtle, the way you measured every detail
Until I was small enough to hide in plain sight
Everything inside me’s all been ours
I’m angry but I’m staying scary calm

I’m so calm, I could kill you
But I’m gonna kiss you and love you until I don’t hate you
I’m so calm, I could make you the martyr
But I do what’s harder, this is my departure
I’m so calm, I could write you a letter
My knife is a pen, it gets better and better

It’s subtle, the way you measured every detail
Until I was small enough to hide in plain sight
Everything inside me’s all been ours
I’m angry but I’m staying scary calm