Crumbling in dark Falling into despair Madness takes over While I search for air Love and hate Between A whisper And a scream Shadows are following Embracing and smothering Like curtains of a dream Becoming a nightmare scene For how long should I fall? Before I hit the bottom This black sky is swallowing the world Rotting human's heart Don't know if I'm right Seeking the light With blind eyes In this path That I walk alone I became a fortress To keep holding on Against the fear That knocks you down In waves Soaked in my convictions Masoquist with no restrictions Addict to the pain Sometimes in vain But the thrill is the best motivation