When she was Here I seemed to be more than I was Cause it was all that I could be, she was my only cause I wasn't able to overcome that feeling that Makes it possible to destroy and rebuild my broken heart I know you're thinking now That the life of every man maybe is only a great dream I can't understand why I do not wake up when I scream And my dream becomes a mix of fear, just today Everything becomes so dark, but I still smile at the world the same way Leave me alone Or take me with you, honey And let me be your victim I'm screaming out This time I want to lie down Only you know how to now Cry for my dark future No matter what you think No matter what you have to say no Crumble down my thoughts for you and I Fall down It's the same Since then the sun, moon and stars still know their calling, I do not know if it is day or night that matters while everything is falling Everything belongs to past as time goes and now I'm crawling I know you're thinking now And I do not know why I feel this way I think of you and me And one of our last quarrels maybe that's what destiny is Anger seizes me and I would want to run as far as I can Almost not caring about what is there after the death now Wow heal the darkness of my soul I want to breathe in deeply, but I don't know If I can maybe one day walk on another road Please don't let me fall I won't go I lose control Take my breath and my soul Hold it all or let it go Girl, now you're so far away I can't wait