My life is not worth living any longer I don't have the strength for suffering anymore A simple step yet so difficult Just one shot and the light expires No pain, a quick end Or is this vision a deception? It's time to give up my belief It's time to escape into eternal peace At the threshold of death I sense no fear I fly above the reality A warm light surrounds me But a voice whispers to me Why did you give up your faith? Why did you flee your obligations? You've destroyed your precious life Your destiny will now be eternal damnation I looked for release / You were not ripe enough for it I looked for the truth / You will never learn it What will happen to me now? / You will never find peace It's my destiny to endlessly suffer, my decision My fatal escape