How did I end up all alone in here again? I only get so far before I end up giving in You don't know what it's like Facing darkness within I'm so ashamed I never turned into a better man I sacrificed my flesh so I could make a perfect mark At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart I tried so damn hard to be strong but still I fell apart My soul has it rock bottom where it's oh so very dark Where it's oh so very dark I'm so ashamed that I became a broken, beaten man How could I be so weak, how could I give it up again I lost everything I loved It slipped right through my hands Now I'm left here shaking I'm not capable to stand How did I end up all alone in here again? At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart I tried so damn hard to be strong but still I fell apart My soul has hit rock bottom where it's oh so very dark I'm truly sorry I swear to you I tried I only found dead ends And it gets harder every time It's hard to stay sober When you're forced to start over It's hard to see the point when you keep feeling lower, slower And as I grow older the pressure on my shoulders Feels like I'm being crushed it's far too heavy to turn over How did I end up all alone in here again? I only get so far before I end up giving in You don't know what it's like to face the darkness from within I'm so ashamed I never turned into a better man I sacrificed my flesh so I could make a mark At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart I tried so hard to be strong but still I fell apart My soul has it rock bottom where it's oh so very dark