I was the one not chosen You have your own new family and friends You know it wasn't the distance that kept us apart You were made just to break my heart Your attitude I'll never understand You never wanted to love who I am Your absence hurt me, but your presence I don't know Wanted your lap the times that I felt low But how do I know if this time you will not lie You never hesitated to leave me behind There's only rain when it comes to you But I just can't hate you In any time in my life You were never by my side I'm tired of settling with lies And when you say: I love you Your actions show that's not true I already gave up on you But how do I know if this time you will not lie (you will lie) You never hesitated to leave me behind There's only rain when it comes to you (daddy) 'Cause I just can't reach you In any time in my life You were never by my side I'm tired of settling with lies And when you say: I love you Your actions show that's not true I already gave up on you And what gives me more rage Is when you suddenly act strange I just can not trust in you Your toxic blood runs through my veins What do you feel when you hear my name? This has worn me out too much