Is it the coffee?
Or maybe the pills in the morning but
We might like our chemistry set a little bit too much
Whether it's wine in the evening or
Bowls before eating but
We might like our chemistry set, a little bit too much
I think everybody at this brunch table is sad
A little champagne with some OJ just to forget the past
And if it all comes down to picking between boredom and suffering
I think I'll always choose suffering
I know why you keep leaving (tryna fix your chemistry)
I was nervous all evening (can we fix our chemistry?)
This might be the making of just a memory
That feeling is fading, it's just a memory
I hadn't thought of it lately
But maybe this craving
Is just a way to get you closer
Do I deserve your touch?
And I know you quit that
But you're an enigma
If it's not like that we can dissolve into
A simpler base
And he sacrificed his sanity to pay for her security
And every night she falls asleep smiling
Are we living in a gray twilight that knows not victory or defeat?
I know why you keep leaving (tryna fix your chemistry)
I was nervous all evening (can we fix our chemistry?)
This might be the making of just a memory
That feeling is fading, it's just a memory
I'm turning 29 this year I'm pushing 30 for real
My 10-year-high school reunion's in November
I fear that I might show up wet and reckless
I'll be coming off tour with Gold Necklace
I said it in Self Aware I'm more out of control than ever
Finally got that decade under the influence come this September
(We used to be this dying breed)
I sit and sip wine on this Bakersfield night
Searching for a feeling that we had at one time
I see you in this Asian girl I met recently
I get nervous tryna convince her of my decency
She asked me: Who did you vote for?
I lied and said Biden, of course
She smiled in relief
I Can't let her find out I'm not even registered
We took a sip of sake just to balance out our chemistry
My LA tongue is weary trying not to be embarrassing
I still don't understand what qualifies as problematic
People relate to my music and I don't understand them
In a world where I'm one tweet away from losing my job
I've come to understand that I will just never be enough for them
Enough for them
Could I be enough for you?
'Cause I'm not enough for them
Could I be good for you?
'Cause I'm truly not good for them
Your father pulled me aside and said: Love will never be like the movies
Will you waste my daughter's time?
Will you give up when she gets moody?
Will I drown in this fountain of youth before I get on your insurance?
I'm poor excuse for an adult and
I'm still tryna find out
Could I be enough for you?
'Cause I'm not enough for them
Could I be good for you?
'Cause I'm truly not good for them
Could I be enough for you?
'Cause I'm not enough for them
Could I be good for you?
'Cause I'm truly not that good
