I go driving in my old town To see my old friends It reminds me why I felt So I can leave again I used to keep a kind of company But I thought they had to go I could never tell them why And they will never know So that I can feel better I make it hard on myself And then if I come to hurt you I deserve you and not somebody else I can prove that I deserve you I had to talk to someone But isn't it the way That the ones who try to help you Are trying to be saved And at my lowest ebb I went by your family home But I just felt like a creep Sitting in my car alone So that I can feel better I make it hard on myself And then if I come to hurt you I deserve you and not somebody else So that I can feel better I make it hard on myself Just to show a kind of virtue That I deserve you And not somebody else