[Matthias] Imagining my wife Sobbing by our bedroom window Wishing she knew why Her love would leave his lover widowed But I'm the one who stole her lord I'm the one who told her: Soar I deserve cold shoulders, lord But please just keep her warm [Matthias] Imagining my child Growing up without a father Inches feel like miles Pack my bag, pride on the altar Sacrifice without a say Disease won't wait to demonstrate It's hold on me, I pull away I almost reach to touch her face [Matthias] No time for: Why, God, why me? She'll be safe if I leave Say a prayer to the air as I stare at the door Bandage my hands, I question no more You could clearly see I have leprosy And she doesn't know, so I have to go Still, I have to know [Matthias] Are you willing To open your eyes to a stranger if I am willing To give you my life I could give you my life If you give me my life [Matthias and Ashra] Imagining my life It's flashing as the thunder rumbles I pick up my stride Be gone before my Ashra stumbles (Matthias!) Out of bed she'll call my name The silence fills her heart with pain Yet on her knees she will not pray 'Cause I took that away! [Matthias] Why, God, why me? Is this really what it takes for me to see you? To believe you? Well, I think I do now So, why should I leave? If it isn't too late for me to be healed Will you heal me? If I come to you now [Matthias] Are you willing To open your eyes to a stranger 'cause I am willing To give you my life If you give me my life Please give me my life [Matthias] Imagining my past I left you 'cause I thought you left me Now I'm looking back I'm betting that I'll start regretting How I left, I left you there You took my mom, it wasn't fair But heal me if you hear my prayer And I'll believe you're there and you're willing