(Just bear with me) No matter how many skies have fallen No matter how many times I'm hollowed out I'm carrying the Sun, I'm crying to the song That I used to dance to No matter how many nights I'm sleepless No matter how many times I fall to pieces I'm carrying the Moon, I'm lying in the room That we used to love in So I was wide awake last night Wishing you could look me in my eyes Brutal is better than confused We're close at the moment with you When I was wide awake last night Hoping maybe you could change my mind Brutal is better than confused We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you One day I'll feel like I can trust ya Baby, then the next day I feel numb, I feel nothing And I don't know what's worse, when I'm dying from the thirst That I used to drown in So I was wide awake last night Wishing you could look me in my eyes Brutal is better than confused We're close at the moment with you When I was wide awake last night Hoping maybe you could change my mind Brutal is better than confused We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you Say you've changed I'm in pain Should I stay? Say you've changed I'll pretend It's complicated