I'm talking to the stars I wanna feel alive But there's something pushing me back (why?) You think i'm okay Every single day But i know you dont even care ('bout me) So much pain For someone so young I have more scars than friends (I feel alone) So many days I can't see the sun Shining bright in my face (oh) (Im a mess) (Im a mess) (Im a mess) It's unbelievable The way i wanna show That i don't wanna fit in (I was born to be free) I don't understand Why I should explain That I don't wanna fall again So much pain For someone so young I have more scars than friends So many days I can't see the sun Shining bright in my face (Im a mess) (Im a mess) (Im a mess)