Gimme a reason to not say goodbye Gimme a poison to make me fee alive I feel my world turning upside down (down, down, down) And I can't feel my feet on the ground (ground, ground, ground) Now I can feel my heart Beating faster 'Cause I'm scared of dying I don't think I deserve to be alive To be alive, to be alive Nobody knows why I feel this way (way, way, way) They make me think about digging my grave (grave, grave) Losing my hope every day Looking for hope within to be brave Now I can feel my heart Beating faster 'Cause I'm scared of dying I don't think I deserve to be alive To be alive, to be alive Now I can feel my heart Beating faster 'Cause I'm scared of dying I don't think I deserve to be alive To be alive