I wonder if life smokes after it f*cks me I'm slowly losing my hope and My control and My will to live 'Cause I'm weak I'm weak I'm weak I'm weak I'm weak (I think life is fucking me like every single time That's what I think like 24 seven) (Don't ask me why, ok?) I'm inspired by the fear of being average I'm so scared of not being enough I pretend that I'm so strong But I know I'm not (Yeah) My friends don't give a damn When I ever ask for help They just call me when they need me I feel invisible as well 'Cause I'm weak Yeah, yeah, I'm weak I'm inspired by the fear of being average I'm so scared of not being enough I pretend that I'm so strong But I know I'm not okay (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)