Life is not as easy as when I was younger I'm swimming in problems And my head is like a thunder They never told me life could be as hard as it is now Life was easier when I was under 18 Now I feel like I wanna die Can I have that life back to me The problems are consuming my mind Can't control my emotions Can't deal with my anxiety I never thought that life Could be so fucking hard (Hm) Now I'm losing my mind Some things are getting dark (Hm) Life was easier when I was under 18 Now I feel like I wanna die Can I have that life back to me The problems are consuming my mind I need to turn right back I feel a heart attack coming out I need to turn right back I feel a heart attack coming out You should be under my skin To live what I live (hm) (What I live, what I live) Life was easier when I was under 18 Now I feel like I wanna die Can I have that life back to me The problems are consuming my mind